Nieve Narcist
Speaking straight from the heart. when your world falls apart, who do you turn to? who is your angels with wings? With every new day comes a new mystery that needs solving. Answers are not opinions, but major decisions. Here is another one. like candy I'm handing them out. For if i can't fix this place, maybe then i can at least fix myself. The need to be needed. I'm bleeding on the bedroom floor and I've been here before. Its the power of my own self destruction. my reluctance to let anyone else in. for i live in sin and i feel so dirty and just cant get clean. words so obscene cant even describe me. For i got multiple personalities. major mood swing. from happy, upset, depressed, angry, to absolutely crazy. so many emotions sniping in my head. Death i welcome most days, id offer him a drink but i don't feel i have the time. got to keep moving so that for moment i feel slightly normal. living a life that actually makes sense. yeah right, I'm swimming in a false pretense. a naive narcissist that's what i am. Or maybe I'm just I'm just one of the dammed. fighting for nothing but my self preservation. knowing no luxury. cooped up in a hole. waiting for that chance. i got to prove something. just never know what. and that's just kind of screwed up. pick fights cause what i want i can never have. and probably don't even deserve. If i don't judge myself who will. tried by your peers will never measure up. to much bias every which way. so here am tell me what you I think. tell me what you hate. it might give me a reason to celebrate. it wont change anything. cause no matter what my actions are I'm still not the better man. I'll lose the fight before you can get one word in. its just who i am.
poem by Ace Of Black Hearts
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