Is this justified? ? ?
Your love was always shallow and certainly missed the depth of truth.
With you, my life used to turn pale like a dead rotten fruit.
Still I loved you unconditionally with elegance and passion.
And inturn you destroyed my life and left my body ashen!
We fought alot although the world did'nt saw.
but, I always attempted to prove that it was my fault and not your flaw.
Still you stabbed me and left me alone.
Where's the sweetness of the warmth you had intially shown?
Is this justified?
I has some mysterious feelings of hatred running inside, but I always defeated it in your love's race.
Just like a mother's secretive cry for her pulseless child can never erase.
But gradually, I told you about my fading feelings for your drained behavior.
And you started considering all my enemies your savior.
I low blow'd all your feelings of being abandoned and deserted.
It was because of me, your depressing lip shape got inverted.
I shreik'd about our LOVE all over this virtual street. (ask almost everyone!)
Still, you conceived that I was a cheat.
I was stupid enough to let you Mess Up My Life.
Still I didn't choose to die, maybe by cutting my Arm With A Knife,
Because I thought you treasured me with the tail of your heart.
But, you were/are busy notifying the humanity that I was a betrayal from the very start.
Is this justified?
I am crying every second learning, 'I am not Your One'.
I seriously need a shoulder to lean upon.
I am living with some of the worst nightmares and fears.
This life is decaying, decaying into emotions of eternal tears.
My sight searches for you, although you are no where close
My heart looks for you, although your love fo me is now a dead rose
Half of my life is not able to forget your voice, your sweet smile and your infinite eyes.
Other half is not able to forgive your way to blast my feelings in night skies.
Yeah! I am turning mad with such waves of emotions.
Was it a blunder soo big that you directly initiated it with lots of commotions.
Did one moment weighted heavier than those magical years we spent.
'We both ever breaking up', I had never even dreamt.: '(
At last,
This is a hard thing to say but needs to be said,
without you I am unquestionably, undoubtedly, one hundred percent dead.
This maybe the last pain I ever suffer.
Because I dont think without you I will ever be tougher!
-Nikhil Chandwani
(I await an answer from you)
poem by Nikhil Chandwani
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