Give me back my name
tell them i'm gone
tell them i'm gone to change my name
give them any name
i'll not give them another name
tell them i'll not take my father's name
no more father than i'm my own
i do not create
i'm not responsible
i have no ownership over my makings
so i'll take this name i've got
for the moment
tell them
and i'll go short-changed to be cast again
yes
tell them i'll go and change my name
not have my name changed
and come out again unchanged
tell them again i'll not take my father's name
yes
tell them that
tell them i've gone to change my name
my very own name
and yet keep the name i've gone to change
yes
tell them that
tell them when i'm there
i'll see why josephus broke the essenic law
why marx the mighty essene changed his name
and note
why the ribonucleic-acid embargo in between
why the dna father-son short supply
i am a cell lodged in the molecular-memory-millennia
i'm the agent of growth and decay
i see the cells strung out in an embryonic fantasy riddle
while intercourse was still permissible
i proclaim
i propound
in my genes the spermatic stimulation
the evolutionary process
the woman the link-breaker
keeps it all going longer and longer
until i stand and transmit
until we reach out into the micro-wave length
listen in on ourselves
in the multi-macro-cosmic network:
the tv stations
the electronic transmitters
the nether-world subliminal messages
all shall interlock
and we remain tuned in
sitting bolt-tight-up
in our nudging squeezing cells
no more afearing nor doing
no more no less that is
than sucking a python diet
we'll do without rousing sex-play
courtship nor foreplay
or even sans monetary excuse
we'll do it for ourcells
in ourcells
by ourcells
then i'll not have to go away
nor will you have to tell them
‘he thinks he's gone to change his name
his only name
and quite probably not take his father's name'
rendes-moi mon nom unique
(©: T. Wignesan,1965 - London, from the collection: tell them i'm gone. Paris: 1983; rev.2012)
poem by T. Wignesan
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