Suicide Risk
Im at a suicide risk
I am repeatively clenching my fist.
I can't take the pain and broken promises anymore.
I'm about to close lifes door.
I wish life didn't hurt soo much
i wish i could find love
but im torn and shattered by everyone i trust.
i give it away way too much.
if i stopped trusting people maybe it'll hurt less.
If it doesn't stop i can't keep doing this.
I am fat and ugly
so why do others lie to me and say i'm not
i want to die
i hate this wretched life
i want to hit the vain and not be able to stop the blood
I want to pull the trigger on my loaded gun
I want to swing from the rope
I want to choke
I am at a suicide risk
I can't take a life like this
poem by Jean Pullman
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