As I Sit Here and Rot
I cannot stop these cravings
I just really want to shoot it
Oh, yes, I know the truth
Oh yes I fu*king blew it
I'm not sure where to turn
Or how to possbily hide it
I'm completely addicted now
And, I need not deny it
Everything has paused
It's like life has suddenly stopped
And I'm stuck craving this sh*t
As I sit here and rot
I cannot shake these feelings
Of being out of control
I cannot seem to retain
All that the Devil stole
I'm frightened now,
You son of a bitch!
Oh God, how I'm pained...
JESUS CHRIST, how I itch!
My skin it is throbbing
My heart it beats slow
Yet, I feel as if I'm on fire
As if I could explode!
Go away-
Stop invading my mind PLEASE
I run and I hide
But, you always seem to find me!
You are there all the time
Day in through the night
This must be the battle
And, I am losing this fight!
Yet, I do not give in
Or at least I won't give up NOW
But, I'm heading straight for danger
If I don't GET UP NOW!
You are warping my thoughts
You are fu*king with my vision
With all your sick fine-tuning
And, excellent precision
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poem by Nicole Settimi
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