I Was In A Place
I was in a place
Of stress, depression and lonliness
this place disliked me, i wasn't meant to be there
no sun, smiles, friendships, just banter and insults
i was in a place
where preferred females were scarce
and my thoughts erupted with anger
i finally started to realise, i need re enforcements
i was in a place
that was full of coincidences
that was full of my nightmares and negative thoughts
i can't get out of here, but i must not stop, i can do this
i'm in a place
that i understand
that i don't feel pain
that i can smile
that i can breathe
that i have friends that like me for my uniqueness
that i realise she will pass and i will possibly never see her again
that i don't need what i want
that i'm free of my obsessions and depression
but they're still present, i can feel them, right there, in front of me, present.
poem by Nick Bonaldi
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