I often feel the urge to kill and just as often I...

I often feel the urge to kill
and just as often I resist.
I know for sure one day will.
These insane urges still persist.

I told my doctor how I feel.
He said that I must learn to deal
When such urges bother me
that they are only fantasy.

Just yesterday I nearly killed.
My life dream almost fulfilled
But some last shred of decency.
Intervened and prevented me.

The lady was so beautiful
her swan like neck so round and full
Oh Lord the woman tempted me.
I could have killed her easily.

The only way to satisfy
my urge to kill: Someone must die,
make fantasy reality.
the one solution I can see

from which I can no longer hide.
My last resort is suicide.
No one else should have to die
My killing urge to satisfy.

I will depart with dignity
and not all reluctantly.
I’ll overdose, die quietly.
My problems solved permanently.

17/07/2009
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